The endless fight continues as my life turns to shreds and my body screams at me that this is a fight that I need not be a part of.  Yet when I back away and try to slip away the reality that there is no way that I can back down, no way that I have the ability to say, "I cannot do this anymore," and so the fight continues....... Now you must wonder what this fight is......   It is a fight, a battle for the control of a very important piece to this puzzle.  Its a battle to control my mind and everyone is trying their hardest to control it because to control that means that you control the very power that I am fighting to keep out of peoples hands...............