Breaking Away

Under your wing I have been left, to torment and tolerate the worlds cruelest and beyond sickest punishment that this world may offer.  Left alone with you I shall never be again.  In spite you have risen to great ends to catch me from flying off on the wings off destiny, just to throw me down and shackle me down with words of discouragement that seemed to last an eternity.  Tonight there was a plan, yet with the eagles eyes that you possess, saw right through it and again threw me down.  This time, however, I was ready and you saw exactly what I wanted to, for now you will never expect the plan I held underneath the plan.  Tonight I escape to a world that I and I alone control.  You have no say anymore and it hurts doesn't it?  Does it make you fell helpless, maybe a little like you are lost inside your own little demented head?  This day seems to be your last as my life begins.  Renewed by the fire that you set inside me with the lighter that was your flame.  Now your flame is dimming and I shall not rest untill I become everything that you will never be.

OK SOOOOO.....

So I am thinking that I should just make this into a story telling blog where I tell small short stories and pput the entries that I have here into another blog dedicated to trying to help people overcome their struggles.  I was kind of hoping to hear what other people had to say about this here idea.  If you have any ideas just please comment.  If not I will just do it.

Heart Renewed

To become the person you have tried so hard to keep me from becoming has become my whole life long dream.  There were times when I respected you, yet now all I have to say is good bye and I told you so.  You have failed and it hurts to know that doesn't it.  How can I tell you how I really feel when everytime I open my mouth you make me out to be a bad guy.  Well today my story takes a new turn.  I have broken away never to return again.  You had your chance and now it is mine.  I will not be held down by what you once were nor will I let myself sulk in your ever present shadow, that seems to engulf me wherever I go.  Today I break free!!  Today there becomes no hold on me that you will have.  :-)

Taken

My mind held captive????  That is what they try and tell me today, this very same day that I stand tall and talk to you.  What can I say in return????  How can I argue with the experts who tell me I have a very common disease????  A disease of the mind, they tell me, perceived in my mind the very likeness of my disease is not yet completely threaded into the bead of my mind......  Who are they to tell me that I cannot heal???  That I cannot find a way to do the things they told me are impossible????  PSH!!!!!  They do not know me if they believe that I will stand idly by as my life passes me by, and just because the experts say that they cannot cure what I have.....  Even that it is not curable at all........  Who are THEY!!!!!!!  They take the fundamental studies that they perform and believe that the study performed accounts for every human being on this planet?????   Well today I stand to say that there is not a reason that I shall believe that and not reason that you will stop me from continuing the things that I enjoy!!!!!!!!!!  GOOD DAY!!!!!!!!!!