UGH!!!(poem)

Love betrays the mind
It lies a false foundation
An inconceived notation of someone elses own needs.

Taken away my mind was.
A certain girl took the very heart that should never have left
I see her now so distant as she is.

A friend she wants to be
A nullified lover she doesn't understand I cannot be
Distrusted you now are.

Taken away, loved conceived and tossed away
Power taken away and thrown to the side
Gripping sentamental value you share in my mind.

You played my mind, embarrassed me
Public displays of my affection that were never shared
You told me it was love that you felt.

Yet where are you now????
Bedding another????
That was never love.

My vows broken,
yours never existing,
where are you now???

I hope you well
The man you think that you have
In two weeks time there will be another.

You will get what you want
Drop him like a hot potato with an old excuse.
I want to be friends!!!!!

WELL HEAR ME NOW!!!!!
As my heart screams at me
I shall not be your friend it tells me.

My mind tells me that to be your friend
It will show you a horrific reality of a life lost.
A life of love that you will never have.

A true man that I am
A true woman that you are not.
Take my word a lover you will never see me as.

Because this day I decide.
My fate is in my hands and my path is chosen.
You have taken another and lost me FOREVER!!!!!!

UGH

Love betrays the mind. It lies a false foundation, an in conceived notation of someone elses own needs.  The very thought of falling in love makes a person go to extreme lengths.  Taken away my mind was when a certain girl took the very heart that should never have left.  I see her now as so distant as she is.  A friend she wants to be a nullified lover she doesn't understand I cannot be.  Taken away, loved conceived and tossed away to be made a fool of.  Power taken away and thrown to the side.  You played my mind, embarrassed me with public displays of my affection that were never shared.  You told me it was love that you felt yet if that was the case where are you now????  Bedding another????  That was never love.  My vows broken, yours never existing, where are you now.  I hope you well with the man you think that you have because in two weeks there will be another.  You will get what you want out of him and than drop him like a hot potato with the old excuse.  I want to be friends!!!!! WELL HEAR ME NOW!!!!! As my heart screams at me that I shall not be your friend my mind tells me today that to be your friend will show you a horrific reality of a life that you lost.  A life of love that you will never have, a true man that I am and a true woman that you are not.  Take my word that you will never see me as a lover anymore because this day I decide.  My fate is in my hands and my path is chosen.  You have taken another and lost me FOREVER!!!!!!

Speak

Why must a person allow themselves to become belittled by the inhesitant incognition of another man.  Where lie the dignity in that I must ask you????  How can you justify saying nothing for everything, stand up for what you believe and announce your disbeleif in the inability to fight, the helplessness of those unwilling to take a stand.  Where can I go that I may see the weak stand up to the strng, the strong bow down to the weak, thus showing the world a whole new concept and beleif.  The weak can become strong but never can they when people so rudely and undeniably take upon themselves to walk over the weakness and not try to develop it into a stregth.  Where lie the logic in that.

Desperation

You want want and you need yet almost too often you confuse the two for being one and the same.  Want and need confused together will confuse your very foundation of right and wrong and thus should stay separate.  Confuse them together and the only resultant can be chaos.

College

So I started college today and I have got to tell you that in only one day I have impressed myself by getting to class early and making like three friends in the first two minutes.  I cannot tell you that this year will be hard because to be honest it doesn't seem like this year will be hard at all considering my Speech Communications teacher and my First Year Experience teacher has completely convinced me that this is just like another day in high school.  I wont take this year lightly nor will I underestimate how the rest of the year might just give me a run for my money.  So I will come at college this year with everything that I have got, no holding back period.