UGH!!!(poem)

Love betrays the mind
It lies a false foundation
An inconceived notation of someone elses own needs.

Taken away my mind was.
A certain girl took the very heart that should never have left
I see her now so distant as she is.

A friend she wants to be
A nullified lover she doesn't understand I cannot be
Distrusted you now are.

Taken away, loved conceived and tossed away
Power taken away and thrown to the side
Gripping sentamental value you share in my mind.

You played my mind, embarrassed me
Public displays of my affection that were never shared
You told me it was love that you felt.

Yet where are you now????
Bedding another????
That was never love.

My vows broken,
yours never existing,
where are you now???

I hope you well
The man you think that you have
In two weeks time there will be another.

You will get what you want
Drop him like a hot potato with an old excuse.
I want to be friends!!!!!

WELL HEAR ME NOW!!!!!
As my heart screams at me
I shall not be your friend it tells me.

My mind tells me that to be your friend
It will show you a horrific reality of a life lost.
A life of love that you will never have.

A true man that I am
A true woman that you are not.
Take my word a lover you will never see me as.

Because this day I decide.
My fate is in my hands and my path is chosen.
You have taken another and lost me FOREVER!!!!!!